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i fell too much when learning inline skating last saturday
fuuuhhh my body’s aching everywhere x_x
ouch ow ow ow
lesson of the day:
i have no talent (at all) in (any) kind of sport.
so i came to that wedding.
the bride was sitting next to me during my 3rd year of high school, so we were quite close (not that close though).
both she and i were a bit sad coz we haven’t met for years and when we did, it was her wedding day, ironic isn’t it…
well, at least i did come to her wedding day ;p
i was planning not to go, but at the night before, i got a text message from another ex classmates asking to go together, with the rest of the class members. And i thought, oke let’s go this time…
i didn’t feel so much difference from the moment we’re still in high school. The athmosphere were still the same.
I don’t connect with them.
This feeling of being not connected is really aggravating me.
Why can’t i connect with them? or with other people around me?
it makes me feel uncomfortable everywhere
being alone is not fun, but being lonely is worse.
when you quit your job for instance, would you…
A. talk nicely to your boss about the resignation and say goodbye to coworkers
B. just stop coming to the office
when you break up with your gf/bf, would you…
A. talk nicely to the other partner about the break up and say an official good bye
B. just ignore them, pretending you don’t have anything to do with them anymore
i wonder why some nice people would do the B
it’s a matter of responsibility, right?
nice people should be responsible by default.
or so i thought.
Another friend(?) from my high school era is getting married this weekend.
A lot of people at my age have been married.
Back then when i was in elementary school, i used to imagine of me getting married at the age of 22. Coz i thought being 22 was so old. haha
But now i feel that being 23, i’m still very young.
There lots of things i want to do alone.
right now, I don’t want to be ‘owned’ by anyone.
so now i’m officially having the room for myself
the roommate left (at last)
i feel somehow dissapointed with her… (or me?)
i’ve tried my best to avoid any conflict, yet she still decided to leave
oh well, i must reduce my shopping habit from now on 
coz now all expenses are on me
i’ve ran outa money now… XD (!mom_help)
hrrr
i downloaded and installed all available themes on AlexKing’s page to this blog
and put a plugin that allow visitors to chose the theme
…too much theme?
miaw
i’ve found a way to be able to browse around without having disconnection everytime i try to load heavy pages
by disabling images, java, java script, flash, anything but text ;p
i’m comfortable enough with that :]
and a way to avoid Nokia 3586i’s idle mode is by pressing any button every several minutes…
not very practical, but … i can live with it
my roommate is so inconsistent
and inconsistency is really annoying
right?
i had to delete almost 300 spam comments from bblog
until i decided to turn off the feature
thx g0d i’ve access to the db, i deleted them from phpmyadmin, saved some time ;p
there’s a link to the earlier posts (in bblog) on the link section
good bye spam………… hopefully…………… -.-;
so i chose wordpress
after going through a selection process which similar to throwing a coin and following where ever it’s heading to
gotta spare some time to modif this one to make it looks like mine
miaw
